One Time

2005-07-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

SHIFTED.

2005-07-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

I was so sleepy today.
I think I yawned like 3000times.
haha.
really.
Maybe I have insomania in school.
I can't seem to sleep.
But when we were suppposed to have lit test, I slept!
arrg.
so in the end didn't finish my test!
stupid diana wet my shirt after maths rememdial today.
hey weiting the bunk junior. haha
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The real me:
I'm not nice.
I'm not what you think I am.
And you will not like me.

2005-07-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

hey.
Yesterday was fun.
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Met michelle at 6.30am just to eat beakfast. haha.
Then we went to school with adeline.
School like normal. Finish at 12.30.
Went town with Navi and Yewjia.
Then rushed home to get digi cam at 4.30.
But couldn't find! arrg.
Then quickly rushed down because we were going to be late.
The both of them were supposed to wait for me at the bus stop but I found them at the taxi stand. Then the bus came and I asked them to run for it. But Navi shouted," Can't we take the bus from this bus stop?" haha. Imagine their faces when I told them where they were actually waiting at. They even told me that just now, a taxi driver had asked them if they wanted to take taxi! And they thought that that taxi driver was mad. haha.
Then reached school.
We roamed about. And had that stupid dance competition.
Got kicked out. haha.
Then after that, met amanda and we bought ice-cream to eat.
Amanda bought too many coupons and we tried to get a refund but Ms Lok said cannot, so we stood beside the coupon stall and sold our coupons. haha.
Then after that was food!
Diana tried to force-feed me and yuki with her indonesian biscuits. We were laughing all the way and teasing her. Then took alot of pictures.
Our class rocked during the compeititions.
Everybody really cheered.
I thing the whole placed rocked.
But our class dance got second place only:(
but yeah.
we didn't expect that,
everybody thought that they would get 1st place.
After all that fun, went home with michelle.
then sleep. hoho.
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Today going service.
Couldn't get any contacts! oh well.
:) this is a long post.
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It has become a habit,
to look out for you everywhere I go

Hollaback girl

2005-07-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

"Hollaback Girl"

Uh huh, this is my shit

All the girls stomp your feet like this

A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

I heard that you were talking shit

And you didn't think that I would hear it

People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up

So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack

Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out

That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up

Few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers

No principals,no student-teachers

Both of us want to be the winner, but there can only be one

So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all

Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you

That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust

A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

Let me hear you say this shit is bananas

B-A-N-A-N-A-S

(This shit is bananas)

(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)

Again

This shit is bananas

B-A-N-A-N-A-S

(This shit is bananas)

(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)

A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

2005-07-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

schools okay today?
I still can't get how they play the 9 boxes.
arrg.
Anyway, weiting was a walking advertisement during recess.
haha.
Then accompained her loh.
The first thing everybody said about the poster was that she had spelled desperately wrongly(desparately was her spellin). hahas.
Class was borin but carefree.
Tomorrow's racial harmony day?
I'm gonna wear the scott.
U better too!:py,yj,navi.
Listened to 'Hollaback girl' by gwen stefani, on yj's i-pod.
That song rocks. haha.
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Watched fantastic 4 after school at P.S ?
Yeah.
That show was nice.
Somebody told me it was all about a love triangle, but its not!
But the fighting was like so short.
Most of the movie was about them discovering their powers.
And when the fight ended, I was like what? The end?
hahas.

2005-07-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

arrg.
I wanted to blog something but I can't remember what!
Its all the damn computer's fault. Restarted it like 3 times?!
oh well.
I feel really guity about yesterday night. I came back from michelle's house after some fun gathering with weiting and mich at around 10.50pm.
and after about 11 missed calls from my mum, I finally went back home, prepared for any scolding.
But, upon reaching home, my mum only nagged a little, and I realised that she had bought dinner for me. oh no.
I really wan to say sorry to her but I dun know how.
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yay. I'm gonna buy new school shoes soon. The stupid rainwater keeps going into my shoes and soaking up my new socks.
Most probably gonna cut hair too.
Went bowling after school today.
It was okay I guess.
Managed 3 strikes by luck! haha.
Then walked back to school to study.
Then home. Trying to be nice to my mum.
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I've finished HP6.
Dun laugh. But I cried when I read the part about Dumbledore's funeral. I still can't get over the way Snape just killed him like that. :(
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Time and time again, I try to talk to you.
But the words always fail to come out.

2005-07-18T18:17:00.000+08:00

Dumbledore died!
How could that be possible?
I feel emotional even though he is just a character in the book.
I felt so too when Sirius died too.
The news of Dumbledore's death spreaded through school like wild fire today. Almost every HP reader knew of it. But if you don't sorry that I mentioned it here. But ultimatedly, it was that Stupid Snape who killed Dumbledore. The ONE person he trusted the most.
How tragic is that?!
And soon I realised when weiting mentioned this certain matter. Everybody who are close to harry potter dies...Does this make him like some tragic super hero?
I love the way JK rowling writes.
Shes makes her readers captivated and imagining all the magical things that she wrote about. She creates an entire different world for the reader when he/she is entranced into the story.
Yeah.
I haven finished reading HP6 yet. In one moment, I hope to read the whole book in one go. But in another, I hope to slowly read and savour all the words and scenes. But anyway, I'm already 3/5 into the book.
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Yesterday I was watching this tragic show. It was so sad.
And I didn't study for the SS test.
So you can imagine that the test today, I just wrote rubbish. I would be suprised if I even got 5 marks. Geography test later in the week?
ahh.
STUDY!

2005-07-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

I got my harry potter book!
yay!
haha.
Went like at 10.50 in the morning and collected it.
There were quite alot of people who were there collecting also.
I've read until page 74. Gonna continue later.
I can't let my mum know that I bought it. shh.
oh. And I bought that dan brown book yesterday.
It was at a spur of the moment. But I didn't get the 'da vinci code', I already have that.
The one I bought is the 'digital fortress'.
Ask me if you wanna borrow.
I'm going on a reading fanzy soon.
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Went for service today.
I'm feeling totally lazy, dun wanna do my homework.
Maybe will do some QT.
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My thigh muscles have been throbbing with pain since yesterday.
Its horrible. Going down the stairs is the worse. God. I was screamin all the way with clarene yesterday when we had to go all the way up from 1st level to 3rd level then down to basement one again.
Even when I sit down, it hurts. When I stand up it hurts too! damn.
Its like, when I sit down, I dun wanna get up ever again, and when I'm standin up, I dun wanna sit down again! Complaining the whole day to peiyi. She isn't suffering like I am! how lucky for her!
Then we were having the stupid bio test yesterday which I am sure to fail and the chem test which I am sure to pass.
But Mr yeo was like totally crazy yesterday. Screamin his head off. Makin the whole place vibrate like crazy with his BOOMing voice and bursting our ear drums. It was not like he had our muscle aches or something. He ordered me around at the board but luckily I knew what I was doing, but too bad for karthika, she didn't and he screamed at her infront of everybody.
Joanne said that he was okay to her class in the rifle range that morning, but we had his lesson in the lab!
After that we went to watch the dance thing and I think our class dance totally rocks!
It was so hilariously funny.
I give whoever that claurograughed(how to spell?) it full credit!
I think our class is sure to win!
I dunno whether I should quit guides, but all my points would be gone just like that. Snap.
Aiya. I dun care.
I hate my tuition teacher. He sucks.
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How should I spend my $12 popular voucher? Spend it on more books?

2005-07-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

There is that sunshine rain again.
I dun even see any dark clouds.
But still I love the storms better.

2005-07-14T16:16:00.000+08:00

so hey.
I saw this really funny advertistment the other day on discovery channel.
It showed this guy squating infront of a motorcycle and touching it. Then this really hot girl walks up to him and said," Wow. Cool bike!"
And the guy started boasting about it. Half-way through, the owner suddenly appeared and climbed onto the bike. But the guy said coolly, " Wow. Look at that. Daylight robbery right infront of the owner's eyes."And the girl walked away at exceptly the same time the owner roared away on her motorcycle. Leaving the guy standing there.
hahas.
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I think I floated through school today.
Was tired but couldn't sleep.
Sex talk during CME, but wasn't listening.
I only learnt one thing,
gay marriage is approved in
canada and spain only. hahas.
I walked all the way to
harbour front after school with cheryl.
It was just a load of laughs.
thats all.
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I need to know what is really going on in my life. please.

sunshine rain

2005-07-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Did you see and feel that sunshine rain this afternoon?
Its so nice.
Whats it called in geographical terms?
relief rain? I dunno.
But how I wish singapore had more of this type of rain.
With the sun still shining brightly and the rain coming down.
Its beautiful.
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Talking about geography, the traine teacher who was under mr sng taught us today.
He was so nervous and he tried to copy mr sng's style.
But can't really blame him lah.
It was probably his test day, like us when we take exams.
The accounts test sucked.
Dun even talked to me about it.
And I haven done alot of homework.
Just slacking everyday.
I hope my peroid ends by tomorrow.
I hate having it when its PE.
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Harry Potter:
book in 3days time!
(maybe will go collect with weiting)
movie comin out in Nov5.
(I wanna watch!)

2005-07-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

I'm in the process of shifting blogs.

Yeah.

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School is like normal.

If you know what I mean.

But I'm troubled by all the

emotions I am feeling everyday.

Why do things always turn out in a

totally different way than I want it to?

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Is what I'm feeling true?

Or is it just an inflatuation?

2005-07-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

hah.
I'm bored.
I finally finished like ALL my homework!!Wait!
I haven done my chinese and bio!
oh man.
hahas.
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oh wells.
Yesterday was like totally emotional.
But it was so totally great.
Met weiting like early in the morning and we 'studied'.
Then peiyi and the rest came one by one and we went to service. yay.
Collected my phone.
I love my phone!
Today, was like rotting at home, so went to michelle's house to play maple story and O2jam! maybe I will start a maple story account. Well, shall see.
Tomorrow-school.
I haven't got ready yet!
Arrg.
I'm so messy.

2005-07-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

Just came back from tuition at like, 10.
I'm so fustrated, I can't do so many maths sums! But yeah, today I have nothing to complain about my tuition teacher. He was quite good. hahas.
Well, he let me off earlier because I told him I wanted to watch TV! Yeah.
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So today, school was okay.
Lazying around.
Wow, chem was in rifle range again and almost everybody was high again! hahas. Even mr yeo! I love lessons in the rifle range!
Anyway, it was funny there, was laughing the whole time and weiting and diana was sitting infront of me and we were like laughing altogether.
It was like once, Mr yeo asked diana to write the answer on the board and she didn't know how to do, so she grabbed my book and hurried to the board. But to my horror, I realised that I hadn't done that question and I was like,"Wait, I haven do yet!" and everybody burst out laughing. But disna was already at and was looking at my book with a big question mark on her face. So weiting called out loud, "Diana! You took the my book lah!" and then she went and swopped my book with peiyi's answers. hahas. It was so damn funny. there were more lah but no gonna mention it.
But guess wat? Next week we gonna have 3 tests on the same day! arrg. Gotta study!.
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So after school, skipped guides altogether. It was the spears thing again. But before I left school, Mrs ang caught me and was like asked me why I didn't go for guides lately. I was like 'shit'. hoho.
then went with weiting to her house to get guitar then to peiyi's house for CG. It was fun.
Goin for service tomorrow. yar.
I'm getting my phone back tomorrow too! YAY!
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8 more days before the harry potter bok is out! I can't wait! :)

2005-07-07T18:08:00.000+08:00

oh. And I finally repaired my phone!
I have to go back and collect it tomorrow .
I really,really dun wan to go for guides tomorrow.
my friends have all left and I feel so alone.
maybe thats what I will do.

2005-07-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

Life's like that. Get on with it.
yes. thats wat I should do.
school:
boring.
Couldn't keep my eyes open during SS.
damn sleepy.
I should be starting my revision soon enough.
P.E. was crap.
I got caught for my hair?!
Its not even that short?
maybe layered and the top is standing a little but..?
damn. Like I cut it for one day only and I got caught for the first time?
I dun care, I like this hair style.
I'm not gonna change it.
But I will probably put on a hairband, i dun wanna get suspended yet.
during the stupid sex talk today, me and peiyi was like playing around. Then it was like yew jia suddenly started slapping me on my leg. It hurt like hell okay? I dunno wat is her problem lately. I can't seem to stand her.
Mei fen was like telling me I should style my hair.
but I dunno what hairstyle I can style?
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Went town after that so that Navi could get her hair cut.
It was nice! But she might not like it as much.
Then cheryl's friends came we went to take some neoprints(again?)(the three of us only.)?
Today was quite funny. But I dun really feel in the mood.
There is something that have been bothering me since wednesday.
But yeah, I can do almost nothing about it.

2005-07-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

hey.
today was great I guess.
Almost like a normal day.
But english was maluating.
that stupid hui min sabo-ed me to present my article.
It was embarrasing like hell.
I was freaking out when miss koh told me I had to present.
Then I shit-talked, crap-talked some rubbish (though I have no idea how they got into my mouth and out again.) And I knew I was damn soft. I wanna kill that person.
After school went to cut hair.
Got down to peiyi's house cause she needed to get her TYS. She is such a procastinator.
Wasted like 1000hrs.
haha.
then took bus down to far-eastplaza?
Went wrong place and ended up in far-east shopping centre instead! Can't believe I ever made the same mistake of mixing up the two places twice.
Then walked down to far-east plaza.
Got my hair cut. Its great! I like it! hoho.
Weiting came after a while.
We walked down to cine.
Meet yew jia along the way.
Then took neoprints.
Went to KFC.
taught peiyi 5 pathetic questions.
It was quite late already, bout 7pm?
then got down to some shopping.
WT got a skirt! hahas.
then PY went off at 8pm.
Walked around somemore with WT.
We crapped abit.
But some made sense though.
Took bus back together!
hahas.
I'm so tired.
i still haven done the bio hmwk.
But gonna sleep now.
Wanna see my new haircut?
TOMORROW!
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slept at 10.15 last night!

2005-07-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

Try this book : Cruise Control
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Yesterday my com went haywire again.
Because I wanted to post another entry.
But anyway, did you know what my tuition teacher told me yesterday? I was like trying to be good by not falling asleep and get all my sums right. But when I asked him because I din understand, he told me to Shut up! Like arrg. Not gonna bother about him anymore.
11-plus last night and there was so many people still online. hoho.
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Today went to my primary school.
My friend made me wait like 1hour for her!
When I called her, she was still at home?!!
err. The new school so damn big. I'm jealous.
The amount of money I donated should at least cover a staircase in that building. haha!
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Then went out with hui min to P.S.
We kept talking crap.
I'm always like that with her.
Nobody else has that effect on me.
But yeah.
Spent a whole load.
I wanna buy everything I see!
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I will try to be good from now on and dun watch tv everyday.
Though the other part of me really wants to watch that show.
But then, I need my beauty sleep. hahas.
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Keep talking. blahs

2005-07-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

okay. I will admit it.
I've been watching too many movies lately.
I just watched the War Of The Worlds today.
That movie is so exhilarating.
I totally love the beginning.
It goes like this:

They see 26 flashes of lightning that strikes on the same exact spot of the ground and when Tom Cruise(this guy is so short) goes to investigate, everybody is crowding around the place. He picks up some of the fragments from the ground due to the lightning strikes and find that it is freezing cold instead of striking hot. Suddenly, the ground starts cracking (like earthquakes). Everybody moves back quickly. The cracked floor covers up to a big round football sized pitch. It suddenly puffs up and explodes before sinking down.An enormous alien machine imerges and shots death-rays everywhere killing people.

Cool right?

Not gonna go on anymore incase you wanna watch. But I think the ending is stupid. And I find no logic as to why none of them died. Lets see. There was Tom cruise, the daughter, son, and their mother and two other unknown people that is supposed to be in their family? How come none of them died? Are they really that lucky? oh shit it lah.
But yeah.
That show is great.
Its not like those horror or sadistic movies. This one felt real. I love their effects. And the scene with the crashed air plane? Guess what? I read that steven spielburg spent $500,000 buying it, before cutting it up into pieces?! hahas.
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okay. anyway, school was okay today.
Chem was a big load of laughs.
I haven been eating during recess for the last two days and I have no reason why not. Only two cups of milo?. Was there guides today? I din go anyway. Went town. hoho.
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I'm goin back to my primary school tomolo.
I have no idea why I agreed to.
but thats what I did.

2005-06-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

Its was a really weird day.
Do you know? Sometimes people are looking at you and when you turn and look at them, they quickly advert their eyes somewhere else. Well, I do that sometimes. But if its done on me, I will feel like there is really something wrong with me. Because normally, I am not one to catch anybody's attention. I just totally blend into the crowd.
I wish I could read minds.
I hate guessing and what if I guessed the wrong thing?
I hate being me.
Nothing I do these days seem to be right. And I think I just did something horribly wrong yesterday.
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I came home straight after school. After so long. And it was lucky that I chose today. My dad was out. These days, I'm just gonna be really careful with everything I do. yeah.

2005-06-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

I've watched initial d and alot like love.
Initial d rocks.
I recommand it!
How could miss koh say harry potter is trash?!
I ordered my harry potter book yesterday! yay.
Can't wait for july 16.
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ohmygod oh my god. this is horrible. ohmygod ohmygod. how come there is such a thing as that?! I'm like dead. ohmygod ohmygod. help me?! I think I am having a heart attack. really. Shit shit shit.

2005-06-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

hello.
I watched ice princess today.
Actually wanted to watch Madagesca
but reached there late.
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I've finished reading over all
the books at home already!
And I can't really find something at
the library that I really really like!
After reading Harry Potter book 5 again,
I wanna read book 6!!
Should I pre-order?
Should I not?
Should I?
I dunno!
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Because you live and breathe,
Because you made me believe in myself.
When nobody else can help.
Because you live girl.
In my world.
Theres' everything I need survive.

orals

2005-06-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

hoho.
Orals are over.
I was just talkin crap to the teacher.
Then I mixed jo phang up with jean puspum?
hahas.
Both names have initials of J.P see?
But everything they tested was excactly the same as last year. Still, I think I fared better the last time. It was Mr Sng them, I should be more nervous right? But this time, I kept stuttering and stumbling over all the words. ohoh.
After that, went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith with Navi, Yew Jia and Pei yi.
It was okay I guess. Alot of violence! hahas. But there was this scene when brad pitt was kicking angelina jolie, and I started laughing like CRAZY. hoho. Angelina is sexy I guess but jennifer Lopez is sexier. What is so nice about angelina jolie's lips?
I want to watch Madagescar, Initial D and A lot like love!!
oh man. I'm gonna be soo broke.
School is starting soon.
And I'm happy.
haha.

back

2005-06-18T12:28:00.000+08:00

hey! I'm back! hoho.
After so long, I'm forgotten how to post. hahas. Actually you are supposed to read this last night but my stupid com hanged. So irritated.
Anyway, the trip is not not even worth mentioning.
But... I swear that next time I'm going on a trip with my mother, I'm gonna find out who she is going with first. That should tell you a bit of how it was. grr.
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boohoohoo. My handphone is spoilt! I'm such a destroyer! Have to go repair now.. ahhh. So now I either have to become handphoneless or take the very very very old model that used to belong to my mum. help.
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Orals are coming! dododo. Gonna stretch my mouth a bit before that. hoho.
Is there goin to be a party at diana's house on that day? Some one please tell me!

2005-06-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.
Just came back to post for fun.
Will be leaving for the airport in 2 hours time. I really dun feel like going.Arrg.
Nobody seems to miss me. :(

2005-06-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

I just collected results.
Passed all my subs.
yay.
ms lok is irritating.
Refused to give me my report book just because my edusave didn't have enuf money to pay for 'heymaths'.
But anyway, I gave a blackface until she finally gave in and said I could pay next time I was in school.
I dun see why we should do chinese holiday homework.
I'm leaving for china tonight.
Haven even packed.
Will be back like 2 weeks later.
Miss me kays?
because I miss you guys.
And tag.
haha.

Mt Ophir

2005-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

Mt Ophir
Day1
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(people who brought us there: Miss koh, Mr Lau Chok king(the young one), Miss Koh's cousin;Ryan and Miss Koh's friend;Yong hui)
Reached school at 6.05am.
Boarded bus at 6.55am.
Went through all the customs.
And finally reached there at 11am.
Along our trek up, before we reached the campsite, it started raining heavily and I got drenched from head to toe.It was so damn cold and I was so tired. Couldn't pitch the tents yet so we went down to river to have a soak. It was a wrong choice. Because the moment I touched the water, I jumped right out. It was freezing cold. After that, we went up to cook our dinner, was shivering all the way. We ate spagetti!! Yum. After that pitched tent and had then changed to dry clothes. Thank goodness I ziplocked all my items otherwise they would have been soaking wet. Some people got their passports wet. After ms koh had night talk, we went to sleep.
When my whole group woke up, we thought that it was morning already but when we checked the time, it was 12.45am only!! It was one of the worst nights ever. So freaking cold and woke up like 6 times. I ever wore track pants, socks and a windbreaker. but it was not enough.

Day2
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Had breakfast of hotdog breard and milo.
Set off for summit. didn't talk much.
Finally we reached the summit.
I conquered mt ophir!
It was so beautiful and satisfying. haha.
Went down back to campsite. Reached there just before nightfall. We cooked mee to eat. down to river to wash up. Mitzhi got stuck in a part of the river. Almost everybody went down to kapo. hoho. Then sleep. Not so bad that night. We(Yilin, Lizhen, Geraldine, Yangwei and me) talked for a while and took some pictures. I kept blinking in the flash so the picture always came out with me half sleeping. haha. After that we kept laughing. Then we went out to disturb miss Koh and the guys before going back in to really sleep. Woke up 2 times.

Day3
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packed up after breakfast.
Treked down after that.
Bathed and then we walked to the public bus stop to get the public bus.
Reached the interchange and walked abit more to this roadside food centre.
Ate and watched TV. Then we went down to trainstation.
Boarded train and I slept for a while then read book. But after a while couldn't concentrate because everybody was getting hyper. They kept talking bad about the teachers especially Mr yeo. haha. then after that they even teased miss koh about her teaching infront of her.
Ginni:which teacher is it that keeps talking even though nobody is listening?
someone:Maggie Lee loh.
Ginni:No. (then she pointed at miss koh who was seated infront and did not see.)
And then everybody laughed. hoho.haha.
Then when we were almost alighting,
Yangwei suddenly said: Miss koh, we will buy you a push-up bra on your next birthday. And everybody was howling with laughter. haha.
I think Miss Koh is like a totally cool teacher. hoho.
Reached singapore around 10pm.
reached home at 10.34.
Then sleep. Tired.
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Jesse McCartney rocks.

2005-05-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

Guess wat? I got that jesse mccartney cD
at heeren finally!! haha.
And my mum just bought a digi cam.
It feels exciting to hold something that worths
more then 100 dollars in your hand in the public.
haha.

2005-05-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

(cursing)
arrg. I can't buy the jesse mccartney cD
because its sold out at all
the music shops I've been to!
And that sucks.
---
Got a bag. Yay!

2005-05-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

okay.
I'm starting to hate my tuition teacher.
He sucks big time. The stupid old git.
Just because he could do most of the questions on the e-maths paper, he talked to me as if he was like the cleverest man on earth and I was the stupidiest person. Like hello? I mean, I asks him questions and he doesn't answer or forbids me from answering? Then he scolds me for not knowing how to do my work. Great. i lousy tuition teacher for me.
I dun even know why I bother.
Plus he is so money-minded.
---
Anyway, he got me at a real bad mood because I was so damn tired after school and then went to town with ppl. So I was taking the stupid 123 bus home which made me wait so long for it. I fell asleep on the bus and after that, I woke up and I was in a real bad mood.
He was like asking me questions and I answered in monosyllabics. Until he got fustrated at last. haha.
---
After looking forward to mt ophiah for so long, I suddenly dun feel like going. But still, its better then staying at home and facing somebody. And I dun feel like in the holiday mood. oh wells. I'm missing everybody ~~ALREADY~~!
---
dunno whether I will be blogging.
My computer sucks.

2005-05-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

I've been avoiding these few days.
Anywhere, I just didn't want to return.
Because I knew that if I did, he would be there.
"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me"
Yeah right.
---
I can't believe I had two disgusting days in a row. The sex talk today was horrible alright. I mean I could still stand it until they showed the pictures of those.. Argg. Yeps. anyway, I passed all my subjects except for chinese. damn.

exam results 2

2005-05-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm quite moody and bored today.
Thats because the my time of the month has come.
And Py was being disgustingly irritating today talkin about it
and was making an exceptionally incredible amount of noise today.
---
I was reading the Harry potter book 4 the last two days because I din have anything to do. I can't wait to get my hands on the sixth book. I won't be pre-ordering it. I dun have that kind of money. But a number of kind people have agreed to lend theirs to me until I can finally buy my own. So yeah. GREAT!
---
Anyway, today lessons were okay I guess. PE was so messy. We were just doin our own things. (hey ps. mich, I'm just mentioning this for something. haha.)
I got back some results today kay.
I passed everything. yays.
But as all would know.
We will be getting back the dreaded maths paper2 tomorrow.
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I dunno what else I have to blog. Nobodys bothering the invisible woman.
Shenevie went to australia and shalani to holland already. How nice.

results

2005-05-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

YAY!! exams is finally over!
Maths was so damn easy okay.
But I think I have a few careless mistakes.
After that, I wrote rubbish for r&r.
Then I fell asleep and was drooling.
haha.
My results for english and
chinese are horrible.
I passed my english by 1/2mark
ONLY.
As for my chinese: 3sections,
short of 1 mark each to pass.
END: FAIL by 3 marks.
How b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l.
The teachers really know
how to give out marks.
---
Went town with yew jia and hannah.
I can't believe we spent $15 each on food only.
I'm BROKE!
Then how unluckly I'm with too shopping queens who look for mostly branded stuff. In the end was dragged around to look at things with them. But it was mostly Yew Jia who was shopping.
Then Suddenly they both started calling me a maid, mimi. Like haha. Me and hannah was so tired after a while that we sat at the sofa and didn't move until later.
Meet quite alot of people we knew in town.
Then was like so coincidental, when I was on the way back, meet michelle with kyle. Then went back with mich.
---
yep. I dunno what I'm going to do now that exams are over. It feels weird.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When you cried, I'll wipe away all of your tears.
When you scream, I'll fight away all of your fears.
I've held, your hand through all of these years.
But you still have, all of me.

blogskin change

2005-05-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

I changed the my blogskin as you can see currently.
Mmm. what do you think of it?
I love the pic at the side and the poem! hehe.
---
Bio was okay. I finished it like in less then an hour.
I'm so blur.I was looking at the last section. Because we are supposed to do 2 out of three questions(total:20marks) so for no reason, I started adding up the marks for each question. The first question was seperated like, [2marks][6marks][2marks], the second, [5marks][5marks], and the third, [4marks][3marks][2marks]. Then I did the first and third question. But I saw the first question as added up only 9marks. So I asked Mrs ang. And she almost went to go to check with the bio teachers. Then she double-checked again. and I REALISED. hahas. Then Mrs Ang was like: Sherlyn! And I was like: Opps. Sorry. hahas. It was funny. After that, I kept laughing to myself. But for the rest of the exam, I was so bored. Was figitting like crazy.
---
I dunno about my maths now.
I just came from tuition and I got alot of maths question wrong that my tuition teacher gave me. Plus I think I'm going to fail paper2 because it was so damn hard and now I might fail paper1 too. shit.
Its so crazy. They are letting us off only at 1.30pm tomolo. Even though our paper finishes at 9.00. After that still got R&R. so stupid. But we will be checking our language papers tomolo. PLEASE tell me I passed.

2005-05-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm weird.
Every morning my mum has to drag me out of bed.
But today, I didn't have to go to school and I woke up MYSELF at 6.10! Because I needed to pee. So from today onwards, I'm gonna drink lots of water before I go to sleep. hahas.

Birthdays

2005-05-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

Before I forget.
Happy Birthday to you Cheryl(today)!
And also to Priscilla (15 May)
In Advance to Shenevie(22May)
And Peiyi(29May)

geo

2005-05-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

Finally! Geography is over!! hahas.
A weight off my chest.
It was okay lah. But I'm not saying
that its very easy either.
---
I'm free tomorrow.
Because dun have any exam so
dun have to go to school.
But still gotta study for Bio.
anyway, I can't wait for friday
when exams are over.
---
I met clarissa yesterday.
It was after maths exam.
I saw her first, so I was like poked her in the shoulder.
She turned and she saw me.
Then she was like:
You cutted your hair!
Its very nice lah!
Then tong at the side was like:
You very slow lah.
Like so long time ago.
And clarewee showed some face.
hahas. it was quite funny to me.
Tong and clarewee are like such a hilarously funny pair. hahas.
---
I was listening to BreakAway that day
when I remembered EFL
[theres this part in the song, "sleep under a palm tree"]
I miss it so much. But I won't want to
go back unless I am doin so with those
I went with this year.
i might be going OBS. I love camps!
Because I can escape from home.
But I'm going for Mt ophiah first.

Maths

2005-05-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

I so totally screwed up my maths paper today.
Its so freaking hard okay.
I thought I got a A-maths paper and turned to the front to check. hahas
Accounts was okay. But I couldn't balance anything.
So maybe I will just get a stupid passing mark.
And I was thinking that I might at least pass with an B+.
Don't think so now.
---
I went to brenda's house yesterday.To study.Had to teach her maths.I wanted to bang my head on the wall after a while.Then she saw the stupid leopard video on my phone and we were like laughing and laughing. Her sister saw and she also laughed and kept asking to show her again.
hahas.

exams, the topic again.

2005-05-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

Well. It was Chem today. I think it was rather easy okay.
But I'm goin to die because yesterday was SS and I didn't really learn.
It was my fault. I was watching too much TV and playing the fool.
Anyway, I like Mr francis to invigilate(is this how you spell it?), because he is like no nonsense type
and he lets us put our phones infront so that it won't get lost. Not like Mrs charu. hahas.
Anyway, Its Maths and accounts on monday. I think I will pass. So yar.
I love exams because I love sittin near the window! I can daydream...

lit

2005-05-11T12:39:00.000+08:00

Lit sux.
I wrote rubbish on my paper.
I think I'm going to fail.
So I gotta study for ss now.

ooo

2005-05-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

11 people poned class today.
It was so borin.
If I could, I would have poned too.
The game SIMs is like so funny and a little eww.
hahas.
Its Lit exams tomorrow.
Help.

tuition sucks too.

2005-05-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm sweating and dripping sweat now.
I climbed up and down 5 times in my block which is 13 storeys.
---
I went to tuition just now.
What a stupid tuition teacher.
He talks to himself.
He does the work himself.
And he doesn't let me ask questions.
Plus, he demands payment!
I'm goin to just treat him like someone who does all my homework for me.
---

2005-05-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

I need to exercise and prepare for the mt ophiah trip.

gone

2005-05-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

Okay. I gotta clean out my mind soon. I haven been studying this whole week and I have been goin to town for the whole week. And I'm spending money like water. Plus, I'm treating it like exams are over when there are like 6 more to go??! And I still want to blog! I dunno what is wrong with me.
---
okays. It was funny today durin recess. I went to the canteen to get some food and went back to class and created some havoc with some people. Weiting, diana and shiyun were playing the stupid poky game where you have to pass the pokey stick around with yr mouth taking a small bite everytime. AND Diana KISSED shi yun! haha. It was funny. I'm telling you, weiting and diana are one of the funniest persons I've ever known. hahas.
---
went to town to eat pasta mania. Then had to teach diana accounts. weiting came later and we took neoprints. It was a stupidly funny day okay.
I am so totally am dead. I missed tuition because I forgot about it. My tuition teachers's wife scolded me just now. arrg. So tuition tomolo at 5.30.
---
I feel sad because I think someone is sad too.and i can do nothing to help.

??

2005-05-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

I cut(ted) my hair.
Its so short.
I look like a boy.
I feel like spiking it.
Do you think I should?
----
I'm stupid.
My English Exam sux.
So does my Chinese Exam.
How?

ewww!

2005-05-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo full. I just came back from this mother day's dinner that my mum 'dragged' me to. It was okay I guess. But, I was like the only teenager among the uncles and aunties and kiddies. I mean, its exam time for us.. so yeah! of course!! anyway, there was this disgusting old lady sittin beside me! She came in a whole package! the dirtyness, greediness and ungliness!! ugg. She only had TWO teeth! Plus, she picked her mouth and what ever that came out, she flicked it on the revolving table! YUCKS!! then she dropped some fish on the table, and guess what?? she put it back into the serving dish!! Like HELLO??!! Do you have any table manners at all? She took all the best food. Both with quantity and quality. When she won a prize at the lucky draw, I was like, does god have eyes?? but ha!! I won a better prize then her! hahas. Didn't want it. so gave it to my mum. But that OLD lady was so kaypo, okay? She asked what prize did we get. Mind your own business and 10u. I told my frend and she thought that I was bein mean. I'm not okay? [though I know I sound like it] Even my 'do not talk bad about people' mother also agreed with me!! So I'm just bein frank!! Wait! I'm not frank! I'm sherlyn. LOL.
I did not study much for the last 3 days. It was like, SS, Maths, English, Bio, Chinese. all the rubbish is like just mixed up in my head. I would not be surprised if some SS stuff gets into my Bio paper. Its just totally mads, crazy. okays. I so totally gtg. I can't believe I'm still blogging when I said I was not going to until after exams. What an Idiot[to me].

2005-04-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

I'm in no mood okay? I'm fustrated and I don't know for what reason. I dun wan to study. I dun wan to play. I dun wan to talk. I just wan to fall into bed and sleep.
-------------------------
I'm not some washer-women or a begger okay?
I'm not desperate or greedy for money.
You dun have to throw money at me and ask me to wash yr stinking smelly socks.
And if you think its so easy to do my work, why don't you try it?
You are just not satisfied no matter what I do right?
I don't want to try anymore.
You have made me too tired to do so.
Just leave me ALONE.
I HATE you.
--------------------------

2005-04-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

You money-minded arsehole.
Dun talk to me about respect
because you dun deserve mine!

Exams

2005-04-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

Just look at me now. I'm wasting precious time on net when I could be studying. LOOK at me!! I'm even typing this post!! hahas. I just finished my geography homework. I wrote like four short paragraphs and drew one tiny diagram. I'm going to do english information report tomorrow. I have to tell Miss Koh that I can't pass up tomorrow coz I dun have the info. I'm alone at home now. Its so nice to be finally alone. Nobody is here to nag, scream and shout at me. FREEDOM is mine!! hahas.
I went to town with hui min and pei yi today. ate some jap food there. Then we took a neoprint. And the neoprint cost $9 coz it was those types of timeless machines. And guess wat? we spent 45mins decorating the pictures. 45MINS!!! can u believe it? hahas. The neoprint was quite nice too!
okay. I have nothing else to post for you to know. I dun think I will posting for the rest of the next few weeks because I won't be comin online as exams are comin. So I will probably post after exams.
p.s. I think I'm over the three fullstops (...) and now back to the single fullstop phrase. hahas.
[Just stop talking rubbish you.]

pizza!

2005-04-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

I'm back from tuition. just.
I didn't do much there.
My tutor almost gave me all
the answers to the questions.
He was just talking and talking.
I couldn't understand most of it.
So I kept asking him 'why'.
In the end I think he
couldn't take it anymore.
he said sacastically:
Don't go to school anymore
then no more trouble right?
anyway, after that he asked
me to do some chem questions,
I was almost snoozing away..
I dun think he realised either.
then it was finally over...
---
I eating pizza now!
I ordered!! hehes..
MMmmmm...

tuition

2005-04-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

I've been online since 1pm.
didn't blog coz got
nothing to blog.
I'm going for tuition at 5.30.
I was good in the morning.
i did some of my homework:
the maths(4graphs)
the chinese(zhuo ye)
but didn't do the
chinese compre inside
and my late work:
chinese compo.
Then I felt lazy and
didn't do the rest:
geo(question)
chem(going to get my
tutor to do it later)
and finally english
(I dun have the info!)
I'm lazy.. dun disturb me.
My mum gave me back my
handphone and is talking again.

funny

2005-04-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

Just had dinner with some of my relativs. My uncle won some prize of cash$5000 (that lucky guy) and gave us all a treat. I just sat there eating and stuffing myself without talking much. I'm so full.
anyway, today, went trekking at bukit timah nature reserve. I think I look quite moody today(though I don't feel so) coz everybody is like asking me whats wrong. I didn't realise how I happy I used to look until today. Just bcoz I didn't show any expression on my face! Miss koh even told me that I have a smiley face. great. Now everybody thinks, I'm some boody clown who laughs all day. its either that or miss stormy. please. I prefer neither. Just a normal person thank you.
after the hike, I had some cuts on my left hand only (wonder why?). They look like small whip marks. Guess they will go off by monday. I didn't even notice them until later. After that, went to take bus back. took 166. it was going to be a long journey. bought some batteries before so popped them into my(bro's) mP3 and blasted on music. Half-way into the trip, this man came to sit beside me. He looked like those typical chinatown lechers and I started to move closer to the window. I didn't want to touch him. plus his head was balding and he wore clothes like dunno wat. Then into the journey, that man fell alseep and thats not all. His head started nodding everywhere. He was nodding, nodding , nodding, sideways, almost out off his seat and then he automatically rised up again. It was so funny. Then this lady came and stand beside him. I was like thinking, 'i would advise you not to stand there, coz this man has a series case of nodds' then he started nodding again and I started giggling. I was trying to to be rude, so I turned my head away and laughed to myself. The next thing I knew, when I turned back, THE MAN HAD FALLEN OUT OF HIS SEAT WHILE SLEEPING!! and his legs were like kicking about, his hands failing to grab something while two other passengers at the side were supporting him. HAHAS! serve him right! I was laugjng until my stomach hurt!! it was like oh my god! story of my life. after that, it was not all. The man sat there embarrased, figitting and trying not to sleep. Shortly after, he fell asleep again. This time, HE NODDED TOWARDS MY SIDE!!! I used my elbow to push him away and tried to nudge him awake. But! he is like some SLEEPING MONSTER! The more I nudged him, the more he nodded off. plus, I think he was using my elbow as a support. How disgusting!!! Thank goodness he doesn't drool or snore. If he does, I swear I the first thing I would do is kick him of his seat again. And after a while, he still hasn't woken up. And some of the passengers were like looking at the scene and laughing. Its like ... Arrgg!! That idiot!! I went to put my bag between us, coz my hand was getting tired. Then finally this man came over and woke him up and told him something like, "either you wake up or sit some where else" I didn't really hear coz my music was still blasting away. and for the rest of the trip, he didn't sleep anymore.. HA! finally learned his lesson didn he? Then he finally alighted at chinatown. It was like relief, relief.
But thinking about him nodding again and falling off his seat wil make me laugh for days!! haha. okays, gotta go.. tuition tomol.. I'm bored. (2.4km:15.03mins)
STUDY!!

trouble

2005-04-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

I went to hui min's house today. I just reached home. I skipped my tuition, but I called my tuition teacher to tell him. however, I didn't tell my mum. She found out in the end. She kept calling me and I refused to answer her calls. I don't even know why I skipped tuition. I just felt that that was what I wanted to do. When I reached home, my mum screamed and shouted at me. I only gave her one answers, though she shouted so many questions at me. "went to my friends house." After that, I refused to say anything, no matter what she said and did to me. After all, if I dun say anything, nobody can say that I was rude to her right?
Anyway, my tuition teacher is 'deaf'! I said to him, that I went to do project, and he told my mum that I told him I was staying back in school. Can you believe it? watever. I mean, in the first place, I didn't even want any tuition. but since she wanted me to go, I did. I even changed timing to sunday. but no! shes not satisfied. If I told her I went to my friends' house, she would scold as well. what did she expect me to do? I can do neither, so I just let her assume that I went tuition. I didn't say anything, or lie. But either way, most ppl would think I'm at fault. So just. now she wants to confiscate my phone. great. and shes ignoring me.

injured

2005-04-22T16:59:00.000+08:00

Injuries for the day:
diana stepped on my
hand in the morning.
I had leg cramps on my
right leg after morning run.
My left big toe stings.
How nice.

bullies!

2005-04-22T14:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not a morning person u know.. every mornin, I would take at least 15mins to walk up. My mum has to wake me up beforehand and drag me out of bed. She so poor thing. Normal days I wake up at 6.20am like that. But today had to wake up earlier to go to school so my mum have to wake me up earlier too. Was supposed to wake me up at 5.30. In the end, I woke up at 6.05! haha. brushed my teeth(I think I have an allergy(or something) to toothpaste ,b'coz everytime I accidentally swallow some toothpaste, I will feel like vomiting.. eww.) and like got ready so blurryly. Left for school at 6.25. Reached school 6.40. Did the morning run. Then assembly. Stood there at the hard court during national anthem and all that dripping sweat. Want to know why I did mornin run? I'm going to Mount Opiah!(dunno whether spell like that or not) during june holis. Shit. I just met miss koh to get the consent form for tomorrow's treking at bukit timah reserve and I think she was(not anymore) angry with me coz, yesterday, I didn't go for the meeting though I told her i would be. Of course its my fault! I'm just such a stupid scardy cat! Just coz I saw that there were alot of people I didn't know, I didn't want to go. Just scold me as much as you want... I would feel better. Luckily Miss Koh forgave me... haha. I'm just such a rubbish idiot. Okay. anyway, today in school, Everything seemed normal. But In biology, Miss Wong suddenly did this suprise test where everybody had to stand up and cannot sit down until we answered the questions correctly. I tell you, these tests can really give me a HEART ATTACK!! haha. But oh yar.. She banned eating in class. WHy? bcoz some of my considerate classmates threw wrappers about for the last few lessons. And it was like... damn. I bought food and I can't eat? plus you almost gave me a heart attack? Great. By the way, chinese was horrible. I hate my chinese teacher. Bcoz, she asked me to stand up when I was snoozing away in class. haha. caught you. yep. thats why. Stupid reason right? but thats not all, after that she kept giving me those type of looks, even when I was talking to huei chin. Like whatever. I love assembly with Mrs Ang!! She gives us so much freedom! though she talks quite alot (and like always, its one ear in, one ear out.) after that she allowed us to listen to music, eat and do watever we wanted!! haha. okay. oh.. One last thing. I am totally hating this matter that happened. During that assembly period, I noticed that xinni and maria like always tease Pei yi. But I think its going alittle too far. plus, peiyi can't even defend herself. But oh well. I can't say anything either. Coz I'm a COWARD!
well that was all.
I gotta study more. Exams are really comin! I finally did my bio online test. Its hard, coz I didn't learn. Gotta get ready for tomolo's hike. I can't wait for the trip. I going for tuition later. its gone.
can u tell me wat I'm doin?
(i love orange)

uniform check

2005-04-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

Today there was a uniform check in school during recess. Mr Sng checked us and we were like all so scared... haha... Luckily wei ting msged us yesterday night, otherwise I die already.. I almost asked my mum to sew my belt lower last night.. haha.. HENG ar... so we were like lining up at the hard cord and he came by and check us all.. I faster took of one of my earing coz I was wearing two.. But in the end he nv check there. He just ask us each to turn around and he check the belt only. I heng ar.. nv kena by him.. some of them, he made to put their hand inside.. But he nv ask me to do so then ask me to go. I wonder why. maybe I look too fat? haha. but alot of people unlucky , kena. About over 15 people.. but I think most of them were not too bad.. dun know the details anyway. Lessons were boring today. Lit, shankar had to go somewhere and so she assigned us some work. Then she ask me to collect the papers. Funny, why me of all people? I was sitting beside ailing and I purfume quite strong(maybe not as strong, but I dun like that sort of smell). Maths no homework.. yay! 2 days in a row no homework.. hehe.. I think weiting abit funny towards me in class. Maybe she giving me silent treatment... Dunno why. Last period CME- went to auditorium. Perfect10(98.7) DJs,Jaime yeo and Grace(something) came to give talk on DJing and stuff. Sponsers, Kotex style. So it was like pads everywhere. Mrs chua said that the last time Jaime came,(on tuesday) we were like very bad and that some person gave a dedication on radio with the name of a teacher. SO today no more dedications. It was quite funny. Some students had to do a short-on-stage advertisement and it was soo fun. I was like laughing almost all the way.. haha.. After that, they were giving out pads and Peiyi took so many! haha.. said she filled her bag... Then had to go do PBL project. Hm couldn't go do coz she said was not feeling well.. but she didn't look quite so sick in school.. oh well.. managed to do something... I haven't eat lunch yet! I'm still in school mind you.. okies.. gtg... [mid-year is comin-2 weeks, 5days left].... I think the class should set up a Class Blog.

2nd ear hole.

2005-04-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

pieced my right ear on sunday.
(forgot to mention.)
my second hole.
doesn't have infection! haha.
but if I pull it a little, it stings!
I dun think there will be enough
space for the third hole though
I'm considering it.
my mum almost freaked out
when she saw it.
she screamed and nagged at me.
but what can she do?
its already pieced. ha!
Mmmm. wonder what my
dad would do if he saw it.
MY EAR STUD IS PURPLE!
(I didn't choose it, it was free)

2005-04-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

Again I'm going to say this to remind myself: Exams are coming!! I wanted to go home straight after school to study and now I'm in school doing this... oh well... nothing goes well when I have no mood... friday is geography test.. Dun wanna study though is one of my favourite subjects.. Got to do lit essay(at least 1-1.25pages) and chinese compo... these homework are like over due... nothing much is going on well in school.. but I feel a little relief today coz I finally told out my secret.. The day breezed though me today, everything going like normal and I'm just drifting through classes... PC first period... Mrs ang talked, I mucked around and didn't listen much. It was one ear IN, one ear OUT.. I can't remember what she said.. PE next... me and pris ran 5 rounds with clarene... not really 5 I mean... we each ran 2 wif her and the last round together...had to push her while pris pulled her... she improved!! but it was 15secs away from a C.. asked ms quek if can minus and she was like saying in the tone that we were crazy that it was impossible... Next English... okay... my vocab very bad.. 6 words, 2 correct ONLY. PBL deadline extended to wednesday.. dun even wan to do.. ask ms koh jokingly whether I could or not pass up forever when she asked when we could pass up...then xinni, maria and valerie was sitting behind us and kept making fun of peiyi... recess.. sat wif amanda, meevin, and esther .. didn't know then much but couldn't seat wif peiyi and yewjia coz was there late and no seat left.. but talked to them and it was quite fun.... after that clarified some NYAA matters with pris to Mr francis... he was like quite cold.. think we disturbed him or something.. bio next... seat wif hui min.. Nothing much.. just saw everybody like eating.. especially debbie... saw her eating like a whole roll of packets of seaweed... I think about 10 packets, each with 3 pieces inside... she was like eating n eating... after finish, still eat sweet(mentos)... Hm sleeping beside me... miss wong scolded her and maria coz they were sleeping.. so what.. just coz there were phillipines exchange students she changed her attitude of letting us sleep in class...told Hm my secret then... Maths next... miss lok didn't come to school.. was rotting in class.. just did the questions she gave... then school over... day like very short... I don't feel like going home...
I'm bored.
I'm tired.
I'm stressed.
I'm hungry.
but i just gotta do what I have to do... (dun ask me what coz I don't know)

2005-04-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired.... arrgg... things in schol is like totally getting boring nowadays... I mean.. I feel like a total invisible person in school... Just walk through the classes the corridor... and I just blend into the crowd... Not that I don have any friends.. just that they would rather talk to others... damn.. must be my hormones acting up again.. And even if I blog, I can bet you nobody is reading this right now... (if you are, sorry) I dun even know why the hell I bother to blog.. My PBL project is getting on soo well....(sarcastically) I dun wan to bother, yet I have to care....I wish I could just lie down and not have a single thing to bother about... At all... This sucks... shit.(I hate what I'm *feeling!)

EFL

2005-04-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

ooooOOOOOoooo.. forgot to mention about EFL yesterday!!! We went to Taman Negara(Malaysia) in the march holidays with the school.. it was so fun!! and there was so much bonding!! hehe... anyway, There are many different and new things from when I went last year... Firstly, we slept in bunks in dorms with around 16 other people(of course from my own class[3b]) while last year, we slept in PBL groups with around 3 to 5 people in one chalet.... Last year we got our own toilet but this year, we had to share a toilet!!! and it was so hot in the dorms!!! But I still like it this year coz we had so much bonding time together!! oh.. and we got to do ripid shooting this time!! and it was so much fun!! We got wet first time and as the other boats didn't get wet, we went round splashing them!! haha... But after that, it was horrible! we all got wet and we were heading straight to the camp site which has no bathrooms to bathe with, so I bathed at the road side! As we took a bus to taman Negara and we brought all our lagguge, we left them on the bus... so after the treking and ripid shooting and everything, we went up the bus to get our clothes and all that only to find our bags filled with ants everywhere!! EEEeeekkk!! plus there were two big croakcroaches there!! at least 5cm big!! and there was so much chaos after that!! haha... it was like everybody was screaming!!! somemore, the driver was there watching us and smiling too!! he is such an idiot!! its his bus for goodness sake!! so after that mrs and and mr chandran forced him to clean up the bus and we still had to take the same bus!! can you believe it?? And it seems that they killed one croakcroach anly, so the other would surface anytime... and at first, through the trip, it was okay.. then after that, suddenly it surfaced again and there was chaos okay... (yawn yawn) anyway, other then that, the trip was really fun, but we had to go without bathing for 2 days!!! plus the cave that we slept in was so hot!! I still remember the trip so clearly though it was so long time ago.. and i miss it so much!! hiax... anyway, gtg... c'ya!!

LATEST

2005-04-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey... haven been blogging for a long long long long long long time... hehe... anyway, dun think anybody will be reading... but just wanna say some thingos... I pass all my subjects for term 1!!! Though i didn't pass chinese and bio, but i pass then because my chem pulled my bio up and my chinese homework and spelling and letter writing and what ever other rubbish helped me pass!! I'm so happy!!! And because of that, I got a new handphone!! Sherlyn has a new handphone! Sherlyn has a new handphone! Sherlyn has a new handphone! (sing-song voice) hehe... its nokia 6170!! but anyway, that should be old news because I got the phone like weeks ago.. hehe... anyway, gotta go.. I'm in school now... Both my stupid computers at home has virius!! And my mother said she was going to send it for repair and up till now, she still haven.. hehe... oh yar... one last thing... I'm going to get new channels for SCV!!! channel 61 and 62.. though channel 56 will be taken away... :( ... but hey! I'm satisfied!!! haha...

Whats the colour of your heart?

2005-02-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

What's the colour of my heart?

Your Heart is Red

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Whats your weapon?

2005-02-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

Whats my weapon?

Sais! The smalles and lethalest pitchforks on
earth. Invented by farmers, the Sais are more a
defensive weapon to protect yourself against
swords. (This on the pics aren't Sais, but that
was the only pics which matched a bit, sorry
^-^v)

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Where does your beauty lie?

2005-02-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

Where does my beauty lie?

B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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What are you inside?

2005-02-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

What am I inside?

You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.

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What magick power should you have?

2005-02-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

What magick power should I have?

Your magick power is fire. You can blast things to
oblivion. Coolness.

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Whats your personality?

2005-02-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

Whats my personality?

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A
Bleeding Heart~

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WHat kind of dark person you are?

2005-02-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

What kind of dark person I am

Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

Please rate ^^

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what is my element?

2005-02-24T22:11:00.001+08:00

MY ELEMENT!!

Fire. Impulsive. Unlike Air, you do jump before you
look. When you have something in mind, you
won't let go. You have a strong will, and will
do anything to get what you want. From time to
time you can forget that other people have
feelings too, but at most, you're a happy
jumping friend.

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Today, a normal day. except for a crazy teacher

2005-02-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

Okay so about today... whiles... went to school in the morning.. was so darn sleepy, was almost sleep walking.. anyway, I stayed up late last night finishing my Lit project which was due today.[thank goodness I did, and you will find out later] anyway, I finished all my lit project liaox except for the compo and as I like did it last minute last night, it was quite untidy, so I copied it again when I reach school. Couldn't finish as it was assembly already, but left abit more to copy only. First period was geography. Mr sng was later then usual, but don't blame him. He was having fever as he admitted and even had blood in his phlem. SO poor thing.. Hopes he gets well soon! Anyway, he sick already still teach us, so modest even, told us he felt like it was one of the worst lessons he ever taught, but it was not true and it was also not his fault coz he was sick... Anyway after that it was LIT LESSON!!! HORROR!!! TERROR!!! THE TERRIBLE MONSTER, MRS SHANKER!!!! anyway, she has been having very horrible mood swings nowadays towards every class. So today was the deadline for the project. Anyway, she forced us all o pass up the project. Even those who did half-way only and told them that it was their fault and would only get the marks that they deserved. She said that those who didn't pass up would get a complete zero which was unreasonable. Even hui min(who has a different lit teacher) hasn't passed up yet though her deadline was up long time ago!SO anyway, I haven finish copying finish mah, so I was like okay, maybe she will give me abit more time to finish it. And so I stupidly like a stupid idot went up to the front from the back(where my seat is) to her and stupidly asked her to give me sometime. Befor e I could even reach there to talk to her, she already said that she didn't want to hear any excuses. Thinking that mine was a special case, I continued and showed her my done work and that I was stil copying it. But that teacher huh!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UNREASONABLE!!! She screamed and shouted at me infront of the class! My cheeks was like getting hotter and redded by the second(coz I shy mah). And she was like saying, 'Just go back to your seat and pass it up! I don't care whether it is untidy or not, you wil be penalised for it!' Like, watever loh!!!I mean she said the deadline was that day, she didn't say that it was in the morning in the second period right???!!! How dare she vent her stupid idotic temper on us!!! HOW DARE SHE???!!! She's probably going through monopause. And I used to think she was such a good teacher!!! wo kan chuo ren le!! anyway, after that the rest of the subjects were a breeze.. and like I said previously, I really failed my maths teast! 2/15... blahx... this time got another assignment, very hard... hee... anyway, during chinese class, I'm like so lucky!! I didn't study for chinese speeling this time as didn't have time coz doin my LIT PROJECT!!! then teacher was abit fustrated today. dunno why. But then she asked the whole class who got study for chinese speeling and only 3 hands rised up... wah... she very the poor thing.. hehe.. anyway after that she cancelled the chinese spelling and lesson got boring.. was sleeping almost all the way through lesson, even though i was sitting infront.. haha... anyway, after that CME... got test, quite easy, anybody with common sense will know how to do it! haha... anyway, after that weiting talked to class about class-t design... Since everybody choose my design, she was like asking me to come out talk to the class and before that I already told her not to tell anybody about the design and she was still there infront of the class asking me to go to the front! so embarrasing!!! anyway, everybody liked the back part of the t-shirt but dun like the front, so charisa and wee jia took it and designed something else... dunno why, in the end, they aborted the whole of my design and took it back to design their own one! Like hello! Before the voting process, you didn't design it and now that everybody has voted for mine, you want to summit yr entry?!! hello??!! arrgg! just hope that they will come out with something that everybody would be satisfied with... anyway, after that went to com lab with wei shan and did some CME and chinese research.. am dreading the time when I have to present my chines eproject to class.. and as you know how shy I am... heez... anyway, after that hsh... and much more music from my father for coming back late and after that going down to dinner with my mum make her wait.. heez... oh no!!! I haven buy 8days yet!! die!! hope its not sold out yet!! okay.. gtg...
HAPPINESS;HIGH
SADDNESS;LOW
P.S NO SPECIAL FEELING GURL...

basketball bitches

2005-02-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

okay.. I wanted to post yesterday but it was chap goh meh(15th day of new year) and I went to visit my aunty, which is my father's sister. Yeps! Went there and got two ang baos, $12 each!! haha! And ate curry chicken! Though it was spicy, it was nice!! haha... anyway, by the time I reached home, it was like 10+ pm already.. And I just wanted to post about something that happened on tuesday. blahx... haha.. didn't post on tuesday coz, went to michelle's house until around 9pm[blushes]. hehe... anyway, Me ,michelle, wei shan and zhi qing have already arranged to meet every tuesday to play basketball as a reacreational activity for NYAA(national youth achievement award) yepps.. anyway, tuesday was supposed to be our first session, then dunno why, suddenly there was so many ppl going too.. There was Mei fen, Xin hua, Hui min, Alyssa and Yuki... hehe... Like we can play a match already!!! anyway, we went to mich's house to change to PE-t and then go down to meet the rest... Then it was like, on one side of the basketball court already got some basketball players from our school, and on the other there were some basketball players from radin mas(mostly boys)... anyway, we just shared space with those guys from radin mas as they were just shooting hoops, while our school team was playing match... Yuki was like sitting there doin nothing and I asked her why she nv play, she say she dunno how to play..[diao..sweat drop] after that while we were playing, our ball kept going to the guys' side and they like pass the ball back lah... and I was so amazed by their skills even though they were like much younger then us.. hehe... anyway, after that we continued playing then felt hungry so go eat chicken rice!! Then we went back, the other part of the court was empty as the school team girls had left so we went to play match there.. But only me, hui min, alyssa, wei shan, michelle, and xinhua. The rest sat at the other end where the boys were. So after a while, wei shan, xin hua, mich and alyssa got sian so they went to sit with the rest. I followed also lah.. coz two persons got nothing to play mah. Then suddenly a ball from the boys' side came and accidentally hit wei shan... OUch... poor her. Then we continued talking mah... After, suddenly another ball came rolling and hit wei shan again. So poor thing. Then I got sian and went to shoot hoops with hui min. Then after around 15 mins, we got back and found that there was a fraud between the guys and the girls. After much questioning I found that the guys ball always rolled to that side and the girls were getting irritated. Then suddenly another ball came, Xin hua, took it and threw it towards the field instead of back to them which is the opposite direction, Then an issue of quarrels occured with the girls calling the boys names. In this case the girls won through their bitching talk. However, I felt sort of disgusted, coz I was like thinking, why can't those girls pick on xin hua and mei fen pick on somebosy their own size? I mean the ball just acidentally roll until that side what. Before that when we played, they passed the ball back to us and didn't do such things as that. I felt like they were very unreasonable. WOrst of all, Mei fen after started plotting worst things to do to their ball if if came rolling our way again. I mean some of those ideas were like so bitchy... And somemore, hui min also join. Thank goodness nobody else did. I wanted so much to like scold them but its like I'm sure nobody would stick up for me coz everybody was like laughing at what xin hua and mei fen did. I actually wanted to tell hui min wat I thought but she seem to be like one of them.. hiax... so anyway, after that, the ball didn't come our way anymore and then we went back to michelle's house and played computer. After a while, everybody went back except me. I told michelle about it. And just as I thought, she didn't agree with me.. hiax... anyway, I feel like I'm so useless and have such a weak character. I don't even have the courage to stand up for what I think is right, so not like Dr stockmann. He is my idol now.. heez.. I was just afraid that if I said anything against them, they will shun me and not friend me anymore, since I do not know everybody in that group except for hui min well(coz they are new classmates). Hiax...

My poor finger!!

2005-02-20T17:43:00.000+08:00

okay... so yesterday, I didn't do much... okay... I mean nothing for my studies and lots of fun... haha... went to the SAJC funfair with michelle and her friend.. hehe.. actually she msg me on fri to confirm time then its like I was sleeping already... SO the nextmorning then I recieved her msg.. like very rush.. coz she asked me to meet her at 10am at bus stop and I only recieved the msg at 9.20am!! okay.. then after that I was on my way to the bus stop to meet her and she tell me that he friend will be later so decided to go for breakfast first and so I went back to the coffeeshop.. haha... anyway.. after that went to SAJC... then we were on the bus 61 on the way there, when we pass by harbour front and like saw a whole group of youngsters board the bus... Then I saw on most of their shirt behind got the phrase,"Once a saint, always a saint" like very familiar, then I guess they from SAJC... then because I was not sure which bus stop to alight mah.. so I told michelle to follow them. Then we reached this stopped where all of them alighted and I was stil not sure[because I got take 61 before and always pass by and see the school] because I couldn't see the school and so we didn't alight and in the end, it was THAT STOP!!! aaaaAAAAHHH... and we had to walk all the way back there!1 so embarrassing... then its like michelle was saying, not to let the girl from SAJC twho sat near us see us... other wise, she will think we siao like that... Anyway, the funfair is so not fun!! Infact quite boring[no offence to SAJC people] anyway, after that we got 30 dollars worth of tickets, bought 4 ballons(1 worth $12, and 3 worth $2) and one $1 sausuage... Then was wondering what to do with the remainding money coz we wanted to leave already mah, I even suggested leaving it on the ground and let someone pick up! Then michelle saw dione,ying wei and jeanette and we give it to them loh... Then after that michelle's friend left and we went to buy basket ball(for NYAA) and we found one for $9.90 only!! So cheap! So we were planning to go to her house first and wait for a cousins to come then play.. bacause wei shan and zhi qing not free... but anyway, we went to her house and did nothing but play with her two sisters and one brother(all so cute!!) and the internet... And her two sisters and brother all like the balloons so much! And her brother really liked the basket ball too... I could watch them the whole day! haha... Then michelle's mother even gave me an angbao! I never expected it... wah... so generous... haha... then after that wait until 3pm still no cousins so we went down and play ourselves... but two people no fun lah... so after that michelle rest and I practise shooting hoops loh(my skills not bad lah)but I accidentally jam until my finger and now it has internal bleeding and blood clotting! My hand become so puffed up and cannot bend!! heez.. but anyway, after that michelle also kena injuries on her lip when the ball accidentally hit her face... so poor thing.... But after much practice, we went back and guess what? The $12 ballon was inflated and the other 3 ballons lost their air and cannot float anymore!! so its like $18 totally wasted! aiyah... actually still got alot that happened but two lazy to type anymore... but I today study SS until very stress!! so many facts to learn!! so im here now...hehe.. anyway, gtg.. see ya!!

Valentine's

2005-02-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

oh ya! did I mention valentines? I'm so happy!! I recieved so many presents from everybody! haha.. My school the students very special one leh... VAlentine's day, everybdy treat it like such a special occation! haha... My favourite present is from suet yi!! Its a letter opener with a letter s and a dove underneath! SOOOO CUTE!!! and most of the rest of the presents are sweet stuff!! I'm going to spoil all my teeth stuffing myself! haha.. So nice of weiting and diana to make brownies and cookies for the whole class! I especially liked diana's brownies! Then on that day, during recess, clarissa[my ex-class-mate] suddenly gave me a gift! I like so guilty coz I forgot about her and didn't prepare a present for her... sorry clare... but nvm! after that I went shopping to get her a really special gift!! haha... Then got so many people give me present I yesterday still muz go shopping for more gifts! I think they should put two days after valentine's as a 'thanks gift day'! because I today then finally return gifts and thanks to those who gave me! anyway, thanks to all! and a HAPPY (BELATED)VALENTINE'S DAY!!! hehe... hope all of you will be filled with love! nite nite!!

School's ok

2005-02-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

hey... chinese new year is finally over! And talk about new year resolutions that I was going to blog more often! haha... anyway, I got many ang baos!! hurray.. and guess what? My cousin just got married! Went to his wedding on sunday! So much food to eat!! and had so much fun! Okay, back to school! haha! My school work is really improving! And I'm so happy! My geography and maths got so high marks and I'm passing all my chinese spelling[ting sie],But always border line!! Because of my teacher lah! One moment I learnt all the wrong words for one week, the next week my sentence structure got wrong and I didn't learn the words that matched them... hiax... but I'm very happy with this year's teachers!! All quite okay lah... but my favourite teacher is miss emily koh! She's so cool! blahx... And the male favourite teacher is Mr sng! He is so nice[though he is the disciplainary master] and he treats us all with respect! Must study hard for geography so as not to disappoint him! haha... so far all my results are good... the only subjects I didn't do very well is the chinese comprehension that I failed and the social studies test that I forgot to study for.. But I've a hunch that I'm going to fail this friday's maths test! Its indices! and its so confusing!!! Nvm, going to study for it tomorrow... aaaAAAAHHHHHH and CA is comin! I'm already feeling the stress! Wonder what will happen to me when I'm taking the end of year exams... okay.. gotta sign off soon! bb...
HAPPINESS:HIGH
SADNESS:LOW
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Hamster gone!

2005-01-30T18:27:00.000+08:00

Aaaaaaahhhhhh!! I'm so sad!! My hamster is missing! And its all my fault!!! I mean it has gone missing before but I always found it! Now I can't find it! I'm sooooo sad!! [boo hoo hoo] Its been missing for a week and four days!!! ITS all my fault! Previously for three times it was because i left the cage door open.. Then one time, I taught it how to open the cage door but I found it again.. But know, it opened the door by itself... And I'm like thinking of all sorts of places the hamster could go... And my father is so cruel! He suggested that it dropped into the toilet and drowned and kena flushed away!! Aaaahhh!! my poor hamster.. where ever did you go??!! Why didn't you stay in the cage?!! Now i'm having dreams of being drowned in the toilet and flushed down!! aaaahhh!! and I haven't even cleared the cage because im hoping i can at least find it dying but not yet died and hope it will find its way back... but its abit too late now!! Why god?!! why did you take my only pet away? WHY?!!!I'm so depressed!! WHY??!! at leastlet me know if it is alive or dead or where it is??!! hiax.... nobody can help me...

JBP

2004-12-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

Man... Its been so long since I blogged. Gonna write alot today. Guess what I've been doing for the whole of November and the first two weeks of December? I've been to my first job!!! Nope! My pockeks are not full either coz I'm not paid.. haha.. Hiaz... My last day was yesterday and I'm already missing the work and people there and there obviously refers to Jurong Bird Park[JBP] I'm missing so many birds! okay.. into the details now.. First week of November, I was in Hawk show![my favourite department]Second week, in Horticulture.. er.. not much comments about this department, juz that its boring with only planting, pruning and weeding. Third week was a break and I went to OBS! We will get to that later... [Now I'm still thinking about JBP.] Fourth week, went back to JBP and got into F&B... What a horrible department that was... Not ever going back there again.. Needed to do waitressing and cleaning and washing and blah blah blah.. Especially the Slave Driver Stephen.. First day only already give so much work.. only got lunch break and a 5 mins break compared to other departments[shakes head sadly].. and for the rest of the weeks[count yrself], I was in Hawk show!!! YAY!! Cheers cheers! I'm so gonna miss all the guys at hawk show(yep! All guys!!!)[soon, gun, gopi, clarence,Jeet, nisham, khairi, and faiz]Man, miss the funny gang... Miss watching them host the show, miss going feeding, I even miss washing cages[smelly!] Infact, I miss everything! Those guys, so damn funny always ,make us[me and sam and for a period of time Amanda] laugh. And of course the friendliest guy there is Soon! haha... Oh and the first week, we thought we stop working already, so he[jeet let us actually, coz jeet is the boss but Soon fly the bird with us] let us fly Hazel[look at pics]!Real nice.. then when we went back on the fourth week, Amanda's last day I got to carry Tuba and Rocky with Amanda but since Sam was not there so she did not carry them. On yesterday, me and sam got to fly two harris hawks!!! YAY!!! I'm so happy.. This experience really made me grow up... Oh and not forgetting all the birds.. There's Miguel(Crested Cara Cara).. One of my favourite birds. He likes to pull people's shoe laces and snatch food from the audience.. Then there's HAzel, Tuba, Norman[because of his dive down) and ots more... Other birds not from FUji Hawk walk, includes Baby and Laura the birds from photography and Sammy! The talking parrot which I used to visit every morning!haha... Wish I could continue working there... I'm still dreaming...okay, of course there are other people like... Janice, Donn, Peter, and some more.. okay.. can't write anymore.. will continue another day.. maybe talk about obs next time... don think can update fanfic also.. hiax.. life seems so dull now that it doesn't evolve around JBP.

EXAM MANIA

2004-10-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

okay.. I have so much to say coz so long no blog.. haha.. Okay.. yesterday was sad... not coz of anything but becoz..- Yesterday, I was watching tv and reading this book.. I watch the tv then during advertisements, I read my book.. and coincidentally, the show and the book came to their sad parts.. oOoOoOo... One moment I was crying coz of the show and the next becoz of the book!!! Then my mum was like looking at me so oddly, like'why advertisement also cry?'okay.. come to think of it, it was funny .. haha.. anyway that book was nice.. though it was a romance.. its title is [The Wind Blows Backwards].. really.. I could read it again.. But my best book is still HARRY POTTER!!! haha.. okay.. back to reality... MY EXAMS!!! There are still *counts fingers* 5 more to go!!! and most of them are my worst subjects!!! CHINESE AND GEOGRAPHY!! I 'm dead!!! WHY DID OUR EXAMS HAVE TO BE PUSHED BACK A WEEK?? I SHOULD BE PLAYING NOW!!! okay.. today actually wanted to be sooo obedient and stay at home study chinese coz tomolo my tuition teacher comin to test me... BUT!!! Hm called me out and she like almost begged me to come out with her coz she was bored.. and u know I can't resist playing.. SO You know what happened next.. haha.. meet this new guy that Hm is currently so obsessed about.. called Joshua.. He's nice.. haha.. went to park and had lots of fun!! Great this is the nice part.. NIGEL FINALLY FOUND HIS MATCH!!! haha.. Lots of revenge.. who asked him to be so proud.. haha.. I really becomin evil.. oOoOoo.. BUT... Thats the park world.. The world of studying is comin back to me!! I only studied 1 chapter of chinese!!! I still have like*tries to count fingers but does not suceed* more then 10 chapters! GOD help me!!! I should have resist the damn bloody temptation to go out!! HELL!!! well goin to study bbye bye...
DAY RATING: NICE!!!
HAPPINESS: HIGH
SADDNESS:5%
FAKINESS:20%
TRUENESS:50%
*MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER! WHO CELEBRATED FOR ME??? THANKS TO ALL WHO DID![IT WAS ON 12 OCT] ON AND EXAM DAY!! WAH WAH WAH!!

TV MANIA

2004-10-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

okay.. I'm like totally disappointed with the ending of square pegs.. ARRGGG! Okay.. The ending was like on thursday and I was too lazy to post.. But the memories are still like so fresh in my mind.. okay.. The damn ending went like this.. In the first place got this woman and this men and they were the main characters. And then this men was a dimwit and had lost his memory that in the past he got another fiance. ANd he was currently married to the women now.. BUT! After he got back his memory, he couldn't choosse between the two and in the end, they all were friends only. ARRGG!! that totally sucks for me... I mean the story was about the two main leads but one stupid woman came along in the middle of the story and their love was gone? LIKE TOTALLY STUPID!!! okay.. I'm not gona get so damn work up over this.. But then my brother who also got watch was like making so many comments.. OkAY let me give u an example. He totally hated the other woman because he thought she was very ugly and so kept calling her ugly woman and kept asking her to leave the scen.. Then after that when the three people in the show left and came back after years, they came back in like so weird costumes and so my brother commented.. "okay. No regrets.. All became ugly. And then he after that said. Only one remained ugly. The other two became ugly." Come to think of it, it was quite ugly. Anyway, yesterday watching heavenly sword and dragon sabre, stop at the second last chapter... ARRRGG! can't wait for the last that is today... Anyway, gotta go and study if not I will die.. xuAn jie jie so good.. she finish hers already.. We are still here struggling!!! okay.. byez!

Normal day

2004-10-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

okay! here I am again.. Feeling so damn lazy even though exam is next week!!! okay.. nothing much happened today.. Went to school and first two periods were PE!!! YAY!! played modern captains ball!! INvented by our PE teacher Mr wong.. Means that instead of using benches, we used the semi circles outlined in white on the court.. Meaning that the ball catchers have to stand in the circle and allowed to run around inside. While the rest of the players were not allowed to even step inside.. At first play outside then didn't get the ball very often. Then after that decided to be goal keeper instead. YAY!! safe a few balls! But sometimes keep steping into the circle.. haha.. Anyway, after that had geo and Mrs low was sooooo last minute.. She didn't manage to finish teaching within her period and had to borrow ms lee's english period to finish.. hiax... copy her notes until hand so dead now... After that got SS.. No lessons so very free.. Fell asleep and people kept waking me up.. After that got maths.. and this is so funny!!! haha.. can't help laughing when I think of it.. During maths, there were anouncements that said that the sec threes had to take e exam in the hall, so the chairs and tables had to be taken from 3 classes lah.. Then the last time, Mr Ng's class room chairs and tables were taken.. SO Everybody were like so hushed because Mr Ng gave this stupid[actually quite cute] smiley face as if in caution incase he heard his class[4A] being mentioned and asked us to quieten down. Then the anouncer went like this," These classes are to take their chairs and tables to the hall for the sec threes.[it is so tense now..] They are Secondary 4B. [At this point, Mr Ng gave a very like relief look and said 'heng ar'](then the comentor asked the class to bring the chairs and tables down again then continued..) Secondary 4 E[ Then here, Mr Ng gave a very excited face when everybody were like making noise then he said," Descending order! Descending order!" Then everybody were like talking about that liao.] and Secondary 4A. [at this point, everybody burst out laughing and Mr Ng was like giving that half bemused look and half confused look. haha.. then he kept on mumbling[or maybe not.. maybe we were just too loud] to himself,"But it was Desnding order what. see.. 4 B, 4 E. Shouldn't it be 4A 4B and 4E?" And we were all laughing like siao.. hahaix!! After that FT and assembly but no programmes so sat there and rot. Then Clare came and seat with me and we read our books in silence. And then I realised that Clarissa have lots of nicknames leh... Got Clare, Clarewee, Clareweewee, Weewee, Clarweessa.. blah blah.. Like to call her clare and clarweessa.. haha... After that went com lab and attempted to update ff.. but no time coz at first I thought physics remedial was at 2.30 then I found out actually at 300.. and I only found out that it was later at 2.30. so by the time went back to com lab left 15mins.. then after that Mr tan still haven come so went to buy food.. By the time came back, everybody was gone! But Py was with me coz she went with me buy food too.. Then found out Mr Tan was sick so no Physics remedial! oOoOoOoOo.. poor Mr tan.. Muz be let us torture until fall ill.. Hope karen will go visit him.. haha.. ANyway, after that so free so go with PY go eat somewhere. Then PY supposed to have private tuition with Miss Fu cause she requested it. Then I wanted to go com lab again.. Somemore wait so long for Miss Fu.. so went there and at that time, Miss fu came and I tried to on com and log in, but! oOoOoOo.. cannot already! We students can't get in anymore coz they disabled our accounts coz now exam period.. SO like how? Can't update ff anymore.. Boo HOO HOO!! :( ... Anyway, after that very free so pei PY go with Miss Fu and we both learn about gong han[formal] and si han[informal] letter the format.. And PY was like so blur and Miss Fu kept pretending to faint from exhaustion of teaching us.. haha.. After that, wanted to play b ball and badmittion.. went to PE store room.. the gate was 'closed against it when I saw from far then about to give up when went and investigate and found out it was actually not locked! So me and PY went and play and PY was like so pro playing with one hand only.. haha.. After games, face all red, ready to leave for home, PY saw her friend playing the game that somebody had donated. [The game was that sort of table football where two people or more play . There are poles with the fixed players and you have to try and hit the ball by turning the poles so the people on the poles have to 'kick' the ball.] Then very fun.. so me and Py stayed to play for like 15 mins+.. haha. after that the piano[also donated] was empty so went to play and Py went to play one song so nice.. pei fu[admire] her... Okie.. after that go home.. Now very lazy to update ff... Sorry to anybody who reads my co-write ff...
DAY RATING: OKAY LAH
HAPPINESS: 80%
SADDNESS: 20%
JOKINESS: 50%
FAKINESS: 30%
TRUENESS: 60%
* OoOoO.. sounds ike no mention of my sis or Hm today right? Don't worry.. I see them everyday.. hehe..
p.s. Won't be blogging for very long from now.. coz I can't use com anymore[my own restriction]..

2004-10-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

HEy hello.. feeling so happy today so decided to post.. haha.. anyway, today so many things happened, going to really take up my energy to explain it to u.. but here it is.. anyway, today I went to school happily and then I walked.. But half way I reached the over head bridge, I saw Ying Zhuang, we didn't talk just walk.. Feel so uncomfortable.. Then first period I was so damn tired almost fell asleep somemore the patrick ng down there droning on and on.. Somemore, I think Ms lee quite a neat and clean freak... Just coz we dirty her home room, we have to clean the room C205, mr lau's room.. She just assumed that it was the band 4 girls we dirty her room and somemore the mr lau room is so damn dirty.. argg! anyway, after that we had a maths with patrick[after 2 periods of english(very free coz we already had english exams)] and he really bad mood and sort of insulted us.. U see, he asked us a question mah, then its very normal that none of us answer and he will not scold lah, but today he was saying,: [in a very angry and sarcastic tone(though someparts were not meant to be sarcastic)] So all of you don't want to learn right? OKay, I won't go though, you can ask julie or Lynn or tricia[he mentioned this girls coz they are like the best maths students] and I hope that this question will come out during the exam."[he repeated these sentence like so many times and like he really wanted us to get that question wrong] okay, I admit that we were wrong, but if some of us really don't know the ans, what can we do? hiax.. anyway, he keep mentioning the very clever girls, y didn't they answer instead? hiax.. oky, that was the only bad thing that happened but today, when he said that, I felt really guilty and I thought of raising my hand to say sorry to him but I didn't have the guts... hiax.. Anyway, after that during recess me and moi sis went and sit with wini and co... huei chin seems to be angry with me nowadays so oftn dunno wat happened.. Anyway, after that hui min came and sit with us too coz pei yi was there too and jina came after her and I was groaning and had to listen to Jina talk... But actually I have to admit I do like to listen to some of her stories that she always say.. and she don't seem as bad as people always say about her.. oh heck.. anyway, along the way back to class after recess, I went to toilet and asked PY to go with me and she waited outside then Jina came along and we met bao min some where along she also going toilet,[if you are wondering where Hm and my sis go, my sis went to her own class and Hm went back to class first] and then I went toilet and when I came out, Bao min was still in the toilet cubicle and PY and Jina were talking. Then met Jessica inside also then she left.. Then after that we continued talking while waiting for bao min.. That I thought of a trick. But I nv tell PY and Jina lah.. Okay, I waited outside BM's cubicle and then I heard her flush the toilet. then she slowly opened the door[haven reveal her face yet] and when I saw her, I shouted," BOO! SHe hesitated for awhile then she screamed!!! I almost jumped too coz she screamed into my face..[aha! exactly the effect I wanted] haha.. THEN we all started laughing like siao..[even BM] and even go to class also laugh.. haha.. [haha.. got this trick from PY when she once also did the same thing to HM and Hm also screamed] That time somemore, nobody was in the toilet except HM and PY.. haha.. Then we reached class I went to tell HM[had to run to where she was sitting ever since she left me in my lonely world(she shifted to sit with Ying Zhuang that that day and actually I could sit with PY and BM but was thinking that that way no good anyway, long story and I wanted to try sitting alone for the very first time) and told her about it and Ying Zhuang was listening intently too and when I say finish[ Kept laughing all the way..] they both burst out laughing.. haha.. anyway that time, teacher came already so I quickly hurried back to my seat.. after that YZ had to leave for tornament, wanted to say good bye and good luck but she nv look up at me so couldn't.[couldn't possibly shout across to her coz we were having lessons] anyway, after that rui shan came back and then I moved with her go sit at Hm's place well Hm went to sit at YZ place.. Than school over! YAY! after that already decided go com lab to update e fanfic. That thought, half came true only.. Went to com lab with sam but didn't update coz I replied to the comments in co-write fanfic for like 1 and 1/2 hours then gotta go remedial and I was running like siao though I was only 5 mins late and I saw Midori go cyber space and quickly followed otherwise later then that already coz I didn't know which room... anywya, after that got practical test back from mr tan and I got 23/30!!! YAY!! haha.. Then Mr tan went through everything and half way through I was so sian that I couldn't resist the computer infront of me and I on it!OoOoOoOo.. I'm turning out to be a real rule breaker.. haha.. Anyway, it was sooo funny after that.. We were like almost begging and forcing mr tan to give us some tips.. and mr tan had to go own to get the papers and when I mean papers, I mean the real thing!!! ANd he was looking at it and telling us which chapters were important.. and before that I was telling my father that all teachers actually want us to do well so they can get promotion so they always tell us half the questions.. haha.. and then when he say finish his tips we were still asking for more and he was looking like so helpless[ i always knew mr tan was a cool teacher] and then first dara shouted," Lets just go and snatch it lah!" Then wee jia added," 1,2,3, chong[lets dash] ar!!!" and they preteneded to try and get it from mr tan.. the whole class like laughed until so hard.. and then felicia who was previously under my influence also went and use computer, went to this ghost site which show all the ghost pics.. and they were freaking out by the minute[ though I don't understand y.. coz those pics were not scary to me at all] and then everybody started crowding round coz they wanted to see[dunno why when they were so scared] then dara came and pressed a random pic and one ghost like figure standing on the chair pic came out and they all screamed and ran away and refused to touch the com.. and they asked mr tan to just off all the electricity[coz everybody was leaving already and mr tan was offing the lights] and then dunno wat happened liao coz I already out of the room but the whole group of them were crowding round each other.. hiax...anyway.. after remedial went to buy seaweed chicken[s] and walk walk walk half-way, calling my mum on my hp when one dropped! Oh no.. 30cents gone.. hiax... aren't the day funny? okay thats all folks!
HAPPINESS: VERY HIGH
SADDNESS: 5%
JOKINESS: 90%
FAKINESS: 5%
TRUENESS: 60%
*yay! I'm getting quite good at controlling my emotions... haha

Totally unreasonable

2004-10-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

ARRGG!! I'm totally stressed out for exams and after 1 second of cramming I have given up... Hopeless case for me... I think I'm definately going to fail... Anyway, today HM was soo damn unreasonable loh... Me and sam went com lab after school today.. She wanted to go popular to buy something and she didn't know where to find it and I know so she tagged along... We actually arranged that we would leave in half and hour.. But because sam was updating fanfic, it dragged to over one hour.. And because HM was resonable at first, she didn't blame us[which is surprising coz normally if I am the only one who go with her, within 1 min of overtime, she either starts nagging or gets angry] and while sam was typing her thing, we were doing our own business lah.. Then after sam finished, I suddenly needed to do something.. I just took another 5 more minutes then HM exploded and started getting angry and shouting.. PLUS! SHE PUT ALL THE BLAME ON ME! Like wat ever loh[somemore i said sorry already for the 5 mins delay].. She was so damn unreasonable... If it was in the past I would have really flared up at her loh...[somemore these few days I have been more tolerant with her, if not we would have quarreled more times then that] After that I needed time to cool down and so I didn't talk to her[with poor sam(My cutie/turtlish/catty sis) in between trying to cool us down] and she then after that she claimed that she didn't hear my apology.. ANd I promised that I won't talk to her until she at least gave an apology too but after that, she had the cheek to say that I nv give her a chance to say sorry... Like I was right infront of her and she didn't know how to just go up to me and say this: Sherlyn sorry lah.. just now I wrong you.. BUT NO! She somemore say that I always flare up and don't even allow others to get angry.. LIKE HELLO? It was she who started getting angry first and since it was she who got angry and anyhow maglined people y can't others get angry?!! ARRRGGGG!! Forget whatever I said in the previous entry of the blog about thanking her.. SHe is like condemming me loh.. Everything also my fault now.. I'm so damn piss off.. NOt goner talk to her until she apologises[or maybe on monday I would have cool down(as long as she talk to me first)]... OKay back to the whole of happiness.. YAY!! I have a JIE JIE LE! Haha.. And I just found out I got so many step mothers! My father[sopna] loh.. Got so many lovers... Oh and father finally admitted that me and sam were not born from and affair but our mother is cheryl[father's 1st wife(though dunno her well)]! Then evvone is 2nd step mother, ying zhuang 3rd step mother and finally rui shan, 4th step mother[ying zhuang and rui shan are lao gong and lao po] finally, I got a jie jie! That is xuAn jie jie ! YAY!! hehe.. oh yar.. today suet yi and karen quarrel[I have a feeling this quarrel leaded from all our playfullness] and its a really big misunderstanding.. Hope they clear it up! coz I don wanna it to be like last time me and sam..that brings the topic up... COZ I JUST REMEMBERED TO POST THE BIGGEST EVENT OF ALL: ME AND SAM ARE RE-UNITED!!! HAHA!! REJOYCE!! MUZ BE BECAUSE OF THE MASS TODAY AND IT MADE EVERYBODY FORGIVE EACH OTHER!! YAY!! LOVE GOD, LOVE EVERYBODY ON EARTH[well not HM at the moment]
HAPPINESS: HIGH
SADDNESS: LOW
JOKINESS: 50%
FAKINESS: 20%
* hope me and HM can patch up soon coz I really don't wanna drag out the fight...

Sorry...

2004-09-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

[Its such a long time since I posted... sorry...]
You know.. In my whole life I just feel like an emotional empty case filled with nothing with dark secrets and hate and love and whatever rubbish you have... Yesterday me and hui min had dis really long talk about friendship... What is wrong with everything and how everthing can be changed.. The outcome of the talk was either we remained friends but closer or it will nv be the same anymore.. We were like crying over the phone.. But really I'm not going to elaborate anymore.. I feel so angry with myself after hearing all my faults.. Its like I don't even know myself[perhaps it has been in my heart the whole time but I just don't have any courage to face it all up]...What ever I did wrong, I really would like to say sorry.. All we know me and all whom I hurt unknowingly[I don't like to hurt people and if I really do so, I do it unknowingly.. , seeing as the people around me has directed to much hurt to me[this does not include those people that I hurt] < Sam: I have a special msg for you.. I am really sorry about everything.. I know nothing might be the same anymore, I regret everything I did, but I nv regretted having you as a friend... Sorry and thank you...> What could be the same anymore.. You might see me as a different person on the outside but I know I don't really like myself on the inside also.. It kills me to know that I have hurt so many people when I myself is afraid of hurt too.. I will try to make amends.. I hope all of you forgive me...

My whole life totally sucks and I wish I could start everything all over again. Oh.. I 'm really shitty too.. My exams are comin and I 'm doing nothing even though I have made a resolution to study harder then before.. But I think I have some illness in which I can't pay attention for long.. I just hope I made enough wishes and changed enough for them all to come true....
HAPPINESS: Low
SADDNESS: High[I'm feeling otally remorseful]
JOKINESS: High[ gotta cheer myself up]
FAKeNESS: 100%
* HM, thx for waking me up to my senses... I feel like I have been such a shit person for so long...

swimming!!

2004-08-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hi!! Im soooo happy today.. I went swimming yeterday with samantha and hui min.. [at jurong there].. My first time.. and it was so fun!! Got so many slides.. Then we all at first very happy.. We tried out everything... I went on the slides for the first time and I was sooo nervous.. But all in all it was quite ok.. and at first I didn't want to go for yellow slide coz they both say very fast but after their encouragement, I went and there was so much exhileration!! [it was like.. im going down at top speed that I might fall off..] and i went all the way down and *SPLASH*.. luckily I was holding my breath or I would have sallowed water.. haha.. Anyway.. after that, hm said she was felling lazy so she went to the lazy river while me and sam were playing all the slides again.. And we went to play the waves and we went to the end and it was like sam was so sfraid I was going to drown coz I don't know how to swim... and she kept holding on to me... After that hm suddenly appeared and we went to near the shores where there were such big waves and kept pushing us back.. Anyway, we played from 1 to 5pm.. And We were sooo happy.. But hm at first said she was happy[before we were playing], then she say she was not[while we were playing], then she said she was happy agin[when we were not again].. [she say she cannot make up her mind.. so i nv ask her anymore]... Anyway.. we were so happy.. but after that, my hair was soo damn dry.. but thank go for organics shampoo.. haha.. but I was sooo damn sleepy.. and after that went to cell group with sam and there I was nodding off while hm was meeting jasmine in bishan...
DAY RATING:Very Good!!
HAPPINESS:high
SADDNESS:low
*I'm soo dead, my results at PTC...*

2004-08-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hi!! Guess what I did today?? Lots!! But its just a normal day today for lessons, except of loads of shouting, and punishments from teachers!! But It was all because of the class not working together.. Guess I also had some fault.. But anyway, the day just went on like normal, and during PE, there was some technical fault and we didn't do much of the dance!! YAY!! [I was soooo dreading it] The rest of the lessons just went on..I was falling asleep during Ms Lee's class... and Ms lee was like looking at me and Suet at my right kept tapping me.. But I was trying to keep awake.. so ms lee didn't say anything.. But after that, as we were supposed to copy notes, she wanted us to pass up the notes[dunno for wat] and as I wrote it on my book and not on foolscape, I had to copy it again!! I think ms lee saw that thats why she wanted us to pass up.. and as the next period we were supposed to climb up to another classroom, I was walking halfway when she called me back and asked me to sit outside her classroom to finish it all up.. Luckily kaiting was there[not really to pei me lah, just coz she had to collect papers] but i still felt like I was not alone lah...Anyway, I think Ms Lee is so lazy.. She make us walk up stairs to other classrooms just because she is too lazy to climb up stairs!! Can you believe it?? And today, she even made us stay back after school just because we were not in the class room for the last two periods! I mean we were doing constructive things and not bad things right?? Anyway, Winifred and Midori were doing the NPCC board and Winifred asked me to help.. So I went along and half way through, she appears, and looked at us while coming down the corridor without saying anything.. Once she went past us, she just shouted at us without looking back,'IF YOU ARE NOT IN CLASS WHEN I GET BACK, I WILL RIP THOSE THINGS OFF!!'[those 'things' are the articles that winifred and midori were pasting..]and she just continued walking and the three of us ran all the way back.. Like watever loh.. but the lucky thing was she didn't scold us.. [phew]and after that, she made us stay in the classroom until she had settled all her affairs and didn't even accept any other reason to be allowed to go.. hia.. Anyway.. After that We could finally go, I still had maths Punishment!! ARGG!! [told you about it liao] And the punishment was sooooo stupid!! We had to talk to ourself for 5mins [like Mr Ng said..(but it was actually 10mins!!)] And when he raise his hand, we have to talk very loudly and when he lowered his hand, softly.. Like so stupid.. [and the reason for punishment?? For being noisy in class] But it was quite fun actually.. hehe.. I started saying some rubbish like.."abcdefg.. 12345678910.. and I have no money, I need money.. but in the end, I settled for 1pig, 2chickens, 3 pigs, 4 rocks.. and blahblahblah.. Wee jia was beside me saying some rubbish about somebody loving somebody else for example, "Jade love sunny, dara love huimin[where dara at that time started chanting'wee jia love baomin'] and baomin love hui min.. and finally she started saying sherlyn love hui min.. I was so freaked out but i couldn't say anything coz, we couldn't stop talking to ourself!! ANd when I finally stopped at 50___[dunno wat i said] Mr ng then let us go.. heez.. horrible.. but before we left he told us,'I taught you how to talk today, so next time you all still going to talk in class??' [he say jokinly lah] and we were like 'no'.. then we were let off.. and he said,'I increased your ability to talk today.' And I was muttering to mysel,'Increased our ability to talk and our insnity!' Luckily he didn't hear.. haha.. After that.. I went to light house, but nobody was there!! After I put up the notice even!! And even the 2 ppl that turned up didn't bring any cds so we hadn't anything to do.. So I went with Hui min go Harbour front mac and we use com there.. haha.. I was so lucky!! I won 10000np after scratching a scratchcard!! Haha.. Anyway, after that, I went to have dinner, and came home, sit at the table infront of my com and Im typing this out at the moment.. heez.. this day finally over.. haha..
DAY RATING: Better than average
HAPPINESS: Middle
SADDNESS: Low
FUNINESS: Above average
*special note: I didn't quarrel with hui min today you know.. quite amazing feat between us.. haha..

welcome

2004-08-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

yoz.. start of my life.. n the internet!! haha..